Wont be made to feel like I should be sorry any more. I’m not the first person who ever made a mistake you know….you all have, too. I’ll be damned if I’m going to let people make me feel worse about myself than I already do, clearly I felt bad enough considering what I did to try and get away from it all. Play high and mighty if you want, but you’re fallible as well and when you fuck up I hope it’s not held against you so harshly as it has been with me.
I’m not sorry any more, I’m insulted.
For that transient fabricated belief that everything is cool, try this.
Begin with the legal prescription drugs: Valium, Zimovane and Venlafaxine.
Then a bit of alcohol comes into play - vodka is my preference.
At this point swallow some over the counter paracetamol + codeine painkillers.
Then the final step in the “everything is cool” steps.
Roll a joint for one using some of the green stuff.
Result…….everything is awesome, I can’t feel emotions.
Disclaimer, I do not recommend this process to anyone under the age of 18.