I’m obligated to whore this out now. Bragging...

22nd May 2012

I’m obligated to whore this out now. Bragging rights for the rest of time.

Fucking perfect man is perfect, can I just be with him forever please? I’ll probably post about my Misha Moments once my brain has pieced it all back together, it’s all fragmented right now.

Screw it, this is ramble bits and pieces - enjoy!

So, I remember parts of our conversation when I asked him about his time studying meditation in Tibet and how it’s influenced him. He was telling me about the physical manifestation of emotions and how to recognise them and turn negative response into a positive one. He said that during a silent meditation retreat is was really intense to go into yourself like that (paraphrasing) and that he had a two day anxiety attack from all it was bringing up (my baby!!!). Oh someone said to him about weird things he’s done and he couldn’t think of stuff and I mentioned about him renewing his vows in drag and that triggered an entire story about how that came to happen and also telling us about when him and Vicki got married and the theme of the wedding and the shenanigans that went on at the wedding. I remember something about Gishwhes not being vegetarian friendly and him agreeing. I remember giving him some presents and him taking out one of the t-shirts and saying it was nice (fuck I hope to see him wear something that I gave him soon, I’ll flip my shit, but it’d be awesome!) I remember telling him at the auto table that he was a gorgeous man and him saying I was beautiful. I also remember his PA saying “no” to him personalising my autograph for me, but him disagreeing with her and doing it anyway because I’d paid him a compliment (ahh he’s so sweet) I remember him telling me he likes my moustache necklace. Also when I went to get a photo with him I said to him “you look great” and he replied “thanks so do you as always” and had this really big smile and winking at me than I said all jokey flirty “oooh thank you” and slipped my arm around his waist for the picture and then he was all smiley and winky at me again after as I walked away. I also remember that I told him he makes me happy and he thanked me and said I was sweet and gave me a hug and I think I died for a moment (Misha hugs are the best thing ever other than probably Misha sexy times) I remember that I was walking down the corridor at one point and then noticed him coming in the other direction with the people keeping an eye on him for the weekend and not knowing what to do with myself other than to subtly look at him as we crossed paths, I think I might have said “hi” I don’t know. He is so damn beautiful to look at, in real life he’s one of those people who you can just sit and look at and listen to them talk and time just flies by and you could literally be there with him forever and it would never get boring. I attended two of the coffee lounges so got to be involved in a fairly decent amount of chatter with him. I gave him the “Orgasm Overlord” badge that my friend Jane had made for him and he put it on right there and then. Damn this post is probably not making any sense I’m just typing stuff as it falls out of my head. But you get the general idea, basically, he’s brilliant and I love him epic amounts and I’m genuinely going to miss being in his company. Everyone was really great at the weekend and I’m so glad I decided to take a chance on going to something that would get my anxiety flared up and spend all my monies to have a really fun (but tiring) few days, happiness is after all priceless.

If you are still actually reading at this point, if I met you at the weekend, I apologise for being hyper, when I’m nervous I either withdraw or get all extroverted, don’t seem to have a middle ground or social filter bahaha.

Anyway. I have some video and photos I can sort through and put up as well once I’ve got it all organised.

Peace out bitches!

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